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If you’ve been through this blog then you will notice that the article I share below, I have shared another time as well. I reblog this piece often because I actually wrote this sitting on my grandma’s doorstep, thinking of my family, my dreams, observing my surroundings, the forests, the children playing, the little mud houses, my home. I wrote this piece thinking of Mum, and Dad, and hoping they are at rest, at peace.

I wrote this piece from the bottom of my heart. I didn’t even notice I was writing something I would later publish on my blog until I was done writing it. January ends, and I think of you, Mum, and Dad. And I wish I was on Grandma’s doorstep again, so I this time, I write about you.


The funny thing about being in shagz is that no matter how simple and predated many things seem, there is a lot of joy and satisfaction in the everyday tasks. My cousin, Morgan, whips a cow, briefly runs after it and stops just where I am sitting. On my grandmother’s verandah.

‘Morgan, idhi nade?’ (How are you doing Morgan?)

‘Adhi maber.’ (I am well)

His face draws on a sweet, genuine, smile, and he brushes his feet on the soil  to show he is glad I said hi. Morgan is about 7 years old, and already he can run after bulls, show them where to graze. He tells me he knows them all by name. His favorite is Kajwang’, a fat, black bull with terrible mood swings. Kajwang’ is named after a Luo politician who coincidentally passed away at the time he(the bull) was bought from the market. Kajwang’ seems to like Morgan, he doesn’t charge after him like he does the heifers. Why would a bull want to fight heifers anyway? Misplaced hormones.

Morgan runs after Kajwang’ and whips him again. Kajwang’ instead goes on to leisurely sniff the ass of a brown cow. Morgan sits down on a rock, stares at a group of children playing in the next homestead. They are my cousins. Everyone is my cousin or uncle or grandfather around here. We are all relatives. But we rarely say much to one another.

Once upon a time many years ago, there was a lot to say. There would be family gatherings and feasts over the December holidays. There was laughter and joy all around. That is no more. The stories died with the people. Our fathers who remained moved away to the big cities to search for greener pastures. Life became quiet, conversations in hushed tones.

So this December, like many that have passed, will be a quiet one. Unless they (the older generation) call for a get-together(I heard rumors of the same). My grandmother says people nowadays come home only to bury someone.

I’ll just be sitting here on her verandah waiting to see if a motorbike will roll down the opposite hill carrying someone with a bag of sugar and some cooking oil. Grandma’s house is at the top of a small hill, surrounded by many other similar ones. If you sit at her doorstep, you’re able to see someone coming from Oyugis town on a motorbike, or on foot, or in a car. Whatever means they choose, they have to go through the opposite hill, and up the one that leads to grandma’s house. If your eyes are good enough, you’ll even be able to tell who it is from a distance.

Sitting on my grandma’s doorstep you’re also able to see the only developed school in the area, where all my fathers and forefathers sat for their CPE. Initially it was only a primary school, but they got funds and expanded it to host a secondary school for both boys and girls.

I am yet to find out the statistics of kids from around here that attend that school, because I never see any youths around. Only people of my grandmother’s age busy pounding their millet, and young married women balancing twenty litre jerrycans on their heads, and very young children like my cousin Morgan, running after Kajwang’ and his mates. The youth probably got tired of the deafening silence and like our fathers, left for the big cities in search of greener pastures.

Morgan stands up, walks after his herd, driving them down the slope toward the stream. He is barefeet, and his shirt stretches all the way to his fat knees, so that you wouldn’t know if he is actually wearing anything inside, or the oversized shirt serves all purpose.

He whistles as his silhouette disappears down the hill, lifting his whip once in a while to guide back a stray cow.

He is a happy boy.


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Hi! My name is Lovine Christine Mboya. If you ask me to tell you about me, I would rather write about it, because I am still trying to find myself, and might need to edit and maybe change the whole script. I was born 23 years ago. I love life. I wish I was immortal. And then also have the power to heal people. Not just from physical pain, but mental, emotional. I am a daughter. A sister. A friend. A fierce lover. A girl on a mission. Easy. I laugh a lot. But that's because I find most things funny. Welcome to my blog!


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